Escapade of Silent Soul

14 days after Her Hodza left this university and the country for good.The feeling and pain of missing him are excruciating in her heart. She did understand when he said they would never be more than friends and his bittersweet statement had sent her back from her dream.She has the capability to love someone so dearly more than she loves herself and no matter how hard she tries to let go her feeling toward someone, it is almost impossible for her not to fall in love with someone. She needs an object of affection so that she can freely express her feeling, loathe about things she hates most, talk about her dreams and share her innermost feeling without fear of being abandoned and rejected. She hates hypocrisy but still thinks it is somehow the best policy applicable throughout her life.To anticipate the infamous unrequited love phenomenon, she would say that her intention was purely friendship and not more than that.

She has been hurt too many times by her own betrayal and life’s own truth. She had to deal with some notorious facts of how love could be ended up so miserably cruel in hear early 20s and she continued live with hopes and dreams that one day she would meet her heart’s longing and find her sanctuary in someone’s soul.She falls in love so many times, with new guys on the blocks, her classmates, the Streetwalker, young man she barely knew, her chat friends, her lecturers, but she never particularly choose when and where she should fall in love with someone coz she knew nothing about how contradictive her life was . She grew up in middle class family in the east of capital city of the biggest Muslim population in the world. She found herself a solitude being with sparkling gifted talent such as Brain, beauty and bravery. She adores her family as her little treasure and never thought of leaving them behind for some other reasons than man whom she loved and her study.